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“Sometimes in our relentless effort to find the person we love, we fail to recognize and appreciate the people who love us. We miss out on so many beautiful things simply because we allow ourselves to be enslaved by our own selfish concerns. Go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words, for you will find rewarding happiness, not with the man you love but with the man who loves you more. The best lovers are those capable of loving from a distance far enough to allow the person to grow but never too far to feel the love within your being. To let go of someone doesn’t mean you have to stop loving, it only means that you allow that person to find his own happiness without expecting him to come back. Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but is also setting yourself free from all the bitterness, hatred, and anger that you keep in your heart. Don't let the bitterness take away your strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you; but rather let yourself grow with wisdom in bearing it. You may find peace in loving someone from a distance not expecting something in return. But be careful, for this can sustain life but can never give enough room for us to grow. We can all survive with just beautiful memories of the past, but real peace and happiness come only with open acceptance of what reality is today. There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find ourselves so intensely attracted to that person. This feeling soon becomes a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions. The sad part of it is when we begin to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than just a friendship. We start our desperate attempt to get noticed and be closer, but in the end our efforts are still unrewarded and we end up being sorry for ourselves. You don’t have to forget someone you love. What you need to learn is how to accept the verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for yourself. Believe me, you would be better off giving that dedication and love to someone more deserving. Don’t let your heart run your life, be sensible and let your mind speak for itself. Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well. Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow. If you lose love that doesn’t mean you failed in love. Cry if you have to, but make sure that tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the past has left with you. Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to you. And when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime.”

—Albert Einstein

Jurnal 8: OWJSKLSHTW

I’m just so sad. I haven’t felt this sad in a while. The kind of sad I don’t know what to do with myself. The kind of sad where I feel I can barely function. The kind of sad where I just want to break down and shut myself away. I’m just so… sad. I can't stop crying.

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"That is why it is so important to let certain things go. To release them. To cut loose. People need to understand that no one is playing with marked cards; sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Don’t expect to get anything back, don’t expect recognition for your efforts, don’t expect your genius to be discovered or your love to be understood. Complete the circle. Not out of pride, inability or arrogance, but simply because whatever it is no longer fits in your life. Close the door, change the record, clean the house, get rid of the dust. Stop being who you were and become who you are." 

— Paulo Coehlo

3 Jenis Rahasia

Menurut gue, ada 3 jenis rahasia:

1. Sesuatu yg lo sembunyiin jauh di dalam hati lo, cuma lo yang tau, dan lo gak mau ada orang selain lo yang tau.
2. Sesuatu yang gak bisa lo bilang, meskipun sebenernya lo pengen banget bilang; dan
3. Sesuatu yang diem-diem lo berharap bakalan ada yang nanya, meskipun dia tau lo lagi nyembunyiin itu dari dia.

Jurnal 7: Everything's Change

The most difficult part is when you can’t decide whether to hold on or let go. Whether you should try harder or give up. It sucks when you know that if you let go of whatever’s making you sad, you let go of what also makes you happy, and then it’s gone forever. You’ve tried, and tried, and tried to make things better but nothing worked. You don’t want to give up, but you have no choice. Because things change, people change.

Jurnal 6: Love?

Most of people define love base on their experience. But for me, love is acceptance. Why? Cause when you love that person, you accept that person for whom s/he really is. It's when the negative things about him/her doesn't affect you. I mean, you clearly love him/her only if you've accepted that person. That's why love isn't blind at all.

It sees, but it doesn't mind.

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"I like him. But I loved you. I was so in love with you. I let you go because I had to. Because it hurt too much. I needed to be able to look at you and still see this great guy that was trustworthy and understanding. I needed to be able to look at you and see my best friend, not just another person who let me down. I moved on, yes, but that doesn’t mean that I’ve forgotten. And that doesn’t mean that I won’t be here anymore if you ever want to come back." 

— Sarah Logan

Jurnal 5: Changed

I kind of miss you. Not as I miss you I like you, but I miss talking to you everyday like all everyday, spilling our emotions talking about books and our problems, everything. I just miss when we used talk. Now it's like we don't know each other anymore and it kind of hurts. Even though we weren't anything, it still hurts knowing we've grown apart and it went by so quickly.

A Very Short Lesson in Psychology

• When a person laughs too much, even on stupid things, that person is sad deep inside.
• When a person sleeps alot, that person is lonely.
• When a person talks less and if he/she talks fast, that person is keeping a secret.
• When a person can't cry, that person is weak.
• When a person eats in an abnormal way, that person is in tension.
• When a person cries on little things, that person is softhearted.
• When someone asks about you although that someone is busy, trust me, he/she really loves you.

6 Types of Love

Eros: a passionate physical and emotional love based on aesthetic enjoyment, stereotype of romantic love.

Ludus: a love that is played as a game or sport, conquest, may have multiple partners at once.

Storge: an affectionate love that slowly developes from friendship, based on similarity.

Pragma: love that is driven by the head, not the heart.

Mania: obsessive love, experience great emotional highs and lows, very posessive and often jealous lover.

Agape: selfless altruistic love, spiritual.

Jenis cinta yang manakah cintamu?

Jengjeng.

Jurnal 4: Random

You wanna know why girls take every little detail seriously?

Because we're scared that maybe we're not good enough. we see other girls and think maybe someone else will take our place. we look through every flaw that we can find. we get insecure. we're afraid of getting hurt repeatedly. we have trust issues. I don't know, that's just how we are. we're fragile. we're not something that you should go around playing with and throw away when you're done. we have feelings too, you know?

Jurnal 3: Thank You

I'll accept the fact that friends is all we could ever be. nothing more and nothing less. If I could just go back into times and undo all my mistakes, If I could just rewind my life to that moment again then maybe we would've been okay by now. Maybe we would've been happy. Maybe we would've been together. Maybe. But I'm gonna let to go of all the "What If"'s now. I'm gonna stop expecting. and I'm gonna move on. It won't be easy to forget the times we shared. It won't be easy to forget all those sweet words you said to me. It won't and it will never be easy.

But I won't forget that you were and you're my friend. Thank you for being there for me no matter what, thank you for always trying to make me laugh, and thank you for coming into my life. Thank you.