Jurnal 4: Random

You wanna know why girls take every little detail seriously?

Because we're scared that maybe we're not good enough. we see other girls and think maybe someone else will take our place. we look through every flaw that we can find. we get insecure. we're afraid of getting hurt repeatedly. we have trust issues. I don't know, that's just how we are. we're fragile. we're not something that you should go around playing with and throw away when you're done. we have feelings too, you know?

Jurnal 3: Thank You

I'll accept the fact that friends is all we could ever be. nothing more and nothing less. If I could just go back into times and undo all my mistakes, If I could just rewind my life to that moment again then maybe we would've been okay by now. Maybe we would've been happy. Maybe we would've been together. Maybe. But I'm gonna let to go of all the "What If"'s now. I'm gonna stop expecting. and I'm gonna move on. It won't be easy to forget the times we shared. It won't be easy to forget all those sweet words you said to me. It won't and it will never be easy.

But I won't forget that you were and you're my friend. Thank you for being there for me no matter what, thank you for always trying to make me laugh, and thank you for coming into my life. Thank you.