Jurnal 21: Bae, 2015!

2015 was the best year of my whole life so far, after 2013 (teuteup). I got everything i want in this year.
Literally everything. :)

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"Sesekali dalam hidup, seharusnya manusia tak usah dinilai lewat angka-angka. Tidak lewat angka presentase di kertas ujian, angka saldo tabungan, angka timbangan berat badan, angka jumlah likes halaman Facebook, angka perolehan suara pemilwa. Ada hal-hal yang tak bisa diangkakan--hal-hal seperti ini. Manusia tak terbuat dari angka-angka, tetapi kebanyakan mereka lupa. Itu sebabnya hidup kita melelahkan dan kita begitu mudah merasa miskin."

- Morra Quatro (What If, GagasMedia 2015)

Jurnal 20

I know I should't love him because I know its not working, and so I convince myself I don't. And then he texts me, and we talk about random things, and then all that logic and convincing myself just dissapears.

Jurnal 19

Sometimes I wonder, why God put the love of my life 647 miles away from me. Why couldn't he be closer? I mean in the end we'll probably be a stronger couple because of the distance but it just sucks. Not being able to hug him when he's sad, kiss him whenever I want, hear his voice and his laugh, sit around and do nothing but talk about pointless things for hours. Those things mean more to me more than anything. And it bugs me when couples who see each other basically everyday complain about never being with their bf/gf or take them for granted when I would give everything i have just to be with him for a few minutes.

Jurnal 18

This is so wrong, but feels so right.

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