July 31, 2015

Jurnal 19

Sometimes I wonder, why God put the love of my life 647 miles away from me. Why couldn't he be closer? I mean in the end we'll probably be a stronger couple because of the distance but it just sucks. Not being able to hug him when he's sad, kiss him whenever I want, hear his voice and his laugh, sit around and do nothing but talk about pointless things for hours. Those things mean more to me more than anything. And it bugs me when couples who see each other basically everyday complain about never being with their bf/gf or take them for granted when I would give everything i have just to be with him for a few minutes.

July 19, 2015

Jurnal 18

This is so wrong, but feels so right.

1:36 AM