Jurnal 24

He said, "love you so much, babe." and i nearly told him that i loved him so much too, but that wasn't it. I love him more. Not more than he loves me, but more. More than the light, the night, and the stars that shine above us. More than i have ever loved anyone. More and more each passing day.

I love him so much.

I love him too much.

I love him more.

1:51 AM

Jurnal 23

Actually sleeping with you is so nice like waking up in the middle of the night and snuggling closer or lazily giving you a kiss or just feeling your arms around me squeeze slightly even tho you're in a deep sleep or hand holding while we both are asleep.. I love those things. Because that's the best type of intimacy, it's not always about sex.

Me suddenly missing you

12:06 pm

Langgur, Southeast Moluccas, Indonesia

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"You are very lucky if you have someone to whom you can tell about your bad behaviours without them thinking that you are a bad person, but because they know that what is inside you is purer and more beautiful."

- Nizar Qabbani

Jurnal 22

You make lists in your head about what you want in a lover, like brown hair and sweet voice. A sharp mind and a soft heart, a sense of humor that actually makes you laugh like you mean it. This and that.

And it's all bullshit.

Because people aren't lists. And I've always wanted to be the person who made someone realize that. I want to come across someone with a list in their head that is nothing like the person I am, and I want to show them what they didn't even know they were looking for. People who think they know what they want are fooling themselves.

Nobody really knows what they want.

Not until it's right in front of them.