I think what’s worse than losing someone, is not knowing why you lost them, and honestly I don’t know how I lost you. —Him
I'm sorry. There’s going to be weak days where i lay there and cry at the
mistake i made. I will regret losing you, go through your pictures that i still
have saved and punish myself for ruining everything we had. I will try to avoid
texting you, either by deleting your number or thinking of how utterly blunt
you are when you reply.
There will also be days where i feel strong. I
feel as if i can move on, i don’t need to talk to you and even thinking of you
just reminds me of how much you are holding me back. The days where i feel like
i’m done with you and i don’t care anymore. But i do. And even tho i know i'm not completely moved on, i know that i am getting stronger every day and
soon i will be happy again.
I believe i can find someone who made me feel the
way you made me feel. you were truly amazing. I don’t want to forget you. I
won’t let that happen, you will always be in my heart. Now i've started to
see that i can move on, will move on, and that’s good.
